words are probably the only way i know to express myself. i believe in certain ways i am defined by the things i say and how i say them. from where i originate from to the level of education i have achieved, its all very much obvious when i say things in certain ways. however certain things are rather left unsaid and really cant be expressed as unambiguously as others and that is when i realised myself as a 'writer'. i am able to put emotions which i may not be able to talk about onto paper in the most beautiful and inspiring way as well as telling stories very effectively. sometimes its amusing and sometimes its tear jerking but i love my skill and just want to share it. when i was younger i always wanted to be superstar like every other little girl but it turns out that maybe that just isnt meant to be and so i write about everything else that goes on in my ever so dramatic life. i hope you appreciate me sharing my ~WORDS~ with you and that you are inspired. x

Tuesday, 7 February 2012

God's debut

So I never write about god

because the mere process of comprehension

escapes me every time I attempt it

I’m so much better at crying, lamenting

desiring

for his appearance

that I never consider the dire possibility

of the logically unlikely scenario

where he might require me

to utilise the gift he did invest in me

to demonstrate his wisdom and mercies

because who am I to deserve this

who am I to be deemed fit

to declare and decree this

that rather than fists guns and knives

its his name that we should lift

cos its through him that we do live

and its through him that I can give life

in abundance

through deliverance

of I and others

by you who saved us

from sin that would have otherwise enslaved us

stripped us and pinned us

with three large nails to the cross we call world

the world that so urgently craves us

that so badly wants to claim us

and lame us

puts thoughts that ain’t ours in our heads

and then frames us

makes us lie to ourselves

saying we are what we are

whilst we forget he who made us

when we forget of his presence

when in actual fact the entire essence

of why we live is him

it was he who made us so we die

when we don’t breathe in

as it was his breath that woke us

its his heart that calls us

to dine with him

in the presence of our enemies

can I get another cup please

as mine is over flowing

he’s blessed me so much

I cant do much else than to adore him

so if my words fail me

I beg of you don’t blame me

i'm sorry

but if you knew my god as well

as I do

you’d be lost for words too

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