words are probably the only way i know to express myself. i believe in certain ways i am defined by the things i say and how i say them. from where i originate from to the level of education i have achieved, its all very much obvious when i say things in certain ways. however certain things are rather left unsaid and really cant be expressed as unambiguously as others and that is when i realised myself as a 'writer'. i am able to put emotions which i may not be able to talk about onto paper in the most beautiful and inspiring way as well as telling stories very effectively. sometimes its amusing and sometimes its tear jerking but i love my skill and just want to share it. when i was younger i always wanted to be superstar like every other little girl but it turns out that maybe that just isnt meant to be and so i write about everything else that goes on in my ever so dramatic life. i hope you appreciate me sharing my ~WORDS~ with you and that you are inspired. x

Monday, 20 February 2012

GHOST

I like both sides empty coz I like to sleep diagonally

ironically I never move in my sleep

just when i'm awake

when I get back to consciousness

and realise the other side is cold

like the opposite of committed

one is the loneliest number

and so am I

why call mine when i'll come running back to them

my zeros who make me feel like less of a dime

and more of a ten

because when their around I can pretend

that I love someone other than God and that im on the mend

but im not

I dont even love the most high the way I should coz if I only would

I wouldn't be in this fucked up mood

I would have loved those who loved me and my enemies too

I wouldnt have fucked them up emotionally at every chance I got to

but its all good coz i'm suffering the repercussions

and its only fair right

karma is a bitch

but a whore can be an angel until you fuck with her right?

I layed my bed and that heffer's still in it

on that other side thats now unoccupied

i'm sleeping with a ghost but still I get no high

from the imaginary float I swim on just to get by

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