words are probably the only way i know to express myself. i believe in certain ways i am defined by the things i say and how i say them. from where i originate from to the level of education i have achieved, its all very much obvious when i say things in certain ways. however certain things are rather left unsaid and really cant be expressed as unambiguously as others and that is when i realised myself as a 'writer'. i am able to put emotions which i may not be able to talk about onto paper in the most beautiful and inspiring way as well as telling stories very effectively. sometimes its amusing and sometimes its tear jerking but i love my skill and just want to share it. when i was younger i always wanted to be superstar like every other little girl but it turns out that maybe that just isnt meant to be and so i write about everything else that goes on in my ever so dramatic life. i hope you appreciate me sharing my ~WORDS~ with you and that you are inspired. x

Monday, 7 November 2011

Tit for tat

Tit for tat

whatever you might do ill do you back

forgiveness? HA

who wudda taught me that?

you grant me no attention

like we on some emotional recession

and then still expect

that I exempt

myself from the things that you find wrong

ha! who said I was that dumb

to let you walk over me

take away the liberty

of me making choices rationally

who said that I was that stupid

to love you unconditionally

nah never that

that just ain’t right

and trust i'm gonna put up a damn good fight

i'm gonna go out party, drink and flirt

ignore the way my heart still hurts

ill make others fall in love with me

make them give me all the things I think I need

and then ill slowly break their heart you'll see

I’ll play them just according to the game

ill play them hard, you know ill get my fame

you’ll hear my name wherever you may go

I don’t care that what they say is murder to my soul

I don’t care coz you started all this after all

coz you said I was too difficult

them guys at the bar sure don’t think so

you make me fall in love with you

and then you just ignore me

what? Did you think I’d put up with that malarkey?

Nah mate ill be sure to pay you back

make you cry by making my own self look bad

at least I thought I could

I thought by destroying myself on your account

it’ll all be fair

I thought it'll be tit for tat

to bad you actually really didn’t care



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