words are probably the only way i know to express myself. i believe in certain ways i am defined by the things i say and how i say them. from where i originate from to the level of education i have achieved, its all very much obvious when i say things in certain ways. however certain things are rather left unsaid and really cant be expressed as unambiguously as others and that is when i realised myself as a 'writer'. i am able to put emotions which i may not be able to talk about onto paper in the most beautiful and inspiring way as well as telling stories very effectively. sometimes its amusing and sometimes its tear jerking but i love my skill and just want to share it. when i was younger i always wanted to be superstar like every other little girl but it turns out that maybe that just isnt meant to be and so i write about everything else that goes on in my ever so dramatic life. i hope you appreciate me sharing my ~WORDS~ with you and that you are inspired. x

Monday, 14 November 2011

BYE BYE BIRDY

Bye bye birdie

I guess I gotta let you fly birdie

up up high in the sky

and never look back on me birdie

I let you go remember

took the clips from your wings

and let you grow remember

you don’t remember?

Birdie don’t be silly

of course I love your singing

I loved the way you loved me

even though you never did it right

I loved the way your night song touched me

even though our harmonies weren't all that tight

but now you gotta go out there

find a girl with feathers

not with kinky hair

one that can and will hatch you an egg

one that'll build you all a nest

but that ain’t me

I ain’t got a beak

or the capability

to really make you happy

so fly birdie

fly fly high birdie

up into the sky birdie

and ill stay here

I realize were not the same

and frankly I’m tired of this tiring game

of charades

where I act a fool

which would be fine

if only you could guess the clues

but you never do

so we always loose

because the sand has run out on that tiny little clock

that we never even use

because we can never agree to

so once again my birdie

I wish you bye bye

my hearts too low honey

your homes in the sky

I cant really cry

but the tears flow anyway

and I wave coz I’ve run out of words to say

although I know by now you’re too far up to see any of it either way

Saturday, 12 November 2011

XX

Women

Beside the general labour and the regular shedding of blood

Women are the backbone of the world

We are a product of divine creation which can have both its pros and cons

We are known to accomplish the most amazing things ever spoken with any tongue

From bringing to the world the son of god

To bringing down the greatest of lords

But what if it we didn’t exist

What if Adam hadn’t involuntarily sacrificed that rib?

Where would we be without our mother eve?

Where would we be without the mother and sister of Moses who made sure he lived?

Which resulted in him freeing all Israelites from Egypt?

What would we do without the kind of love Ruth had for her mother in law

To follow her and lie wherever she might fall

Or the courage of the Samaritan woman at the well who dared to question jesus

And ask if his water really could quench all thirsts

What would we do without the resilience of a woman such as Mary Magdalene?

Whose devotion to Jesus was said to be a curse to him

What would we do without the faith of a woman like Mary mother of Jesus?

Who gave birth to the only son of god who had come to save us

What would we do without every mother,sister,grandma,auntie,good friend or wife

Would you be the same if they were not in your life

We may not be perfect in the eyes of man as we have many ways to offend him

But to our god we are ideal

For we are the perfect tools in working



Monday, 7 November 2011

Tit for tat

Tit for tat

whatever you might do ill do you back

forgiveness? HA

who wudda taught me that?

you grant me no attention

like we on some emotional recession

and then still expect

that I exempt

myself from the things that you find wrong

ha! who said I was that dumb

to let you walk over me

take away the liberty

of me making choices rationally

who said that I was that stupid

to love you unconditionally

nah never that

that just ain’t right

and trust i'm gonna put up a damn good fight

i'm gonna go out party, drink and flirt

ignore the way my heart still hurts

ill make others fall in love with me

make them give me all the things I think I need

and then ill slowly break their heart you'll see

I’ll play them just according to the game

ill play them hard, you know ill get my fame

you’ll hear my name wherever you may go

I don’t care that what they say is murder to my soul

I don’t care coz you started all this after all

coz you said I was too difficult

them guys at the bar sure don’t think so

you make me fall in love with you

and then you just ignore me

what? Did you think I’d put up with that malarkey?

Nah mate ill be sure to pay you back

make you cry by making my own self look bad

at least I thought I could

I thought by destroying myself on your account

it’ll all be fair

I thought it'll be tit for tat

to bad you actually really didn’t care