words are probably the only way i know to express myself. i believe in certain ways i am defined by the things i say and how i say them. from where i originate from to the level of education i have achieved, its all very much obvious when i say things in certain ways. however certain things are rather left unsaid and really cant be expressed as unambiguously as others and that is when i realised myself as a 'writer'. i am able to put emotions which i may not be able to talk about onto paper in the most beautiful and inspiring way as well as telling stories very effectively. sometimes its amusing and sometimes its tear jerking but i love my skill and just want to share it. when i was younger i always wanted to be superstar like every other little girl but it turns out that maybe that just isnt meant to be and so i write about everything else that goes on in my ever so dramatic life. i hope you appreciate me sharing my ~WORDS~ with you and that you are inspired. x

Saturday, 15 January 2011

wondering

Wondering about the hearts i'll have to break to mend my own

wondering how long it's gonna take to bring him home

wondering when next i'll feel his warming touch

wondering when next he's gonna make me blush

wondering where from this familiarity

wondering how long I can do this make believe

wondering how long

my hot blooded hands are holding on

to this icy feeling oh so strong

wondering what makes me think

this is any different

many a' times i've been right here

just waiting to be killed by spear

emotionally, horizontally

right through my heart

while my mind still works hyper-actively

to concuct my demise

to uphold my disguise

as being a woman although i'm a child

but not in the streets coz in them I am wise

wondering why i'm pondering at all

over something I just have no control

wondering if he sees into my soul

wondering if he's learnt what I ignore

wondering if he'll be hasty in his step

and grab what he can get


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  1. nigel9 February 2011 at 08:48

    im wondering if ul allow me permission to do a version of this wonderful
    piece..

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