~ YES I DO ~

This is the first poem i am posting on my blog and i chose it quite at random as honestly i really have no preference when it comes to my writing. i write quite differently depending on the emotion i am in and what i am trying to express. this one for example has quite a bit of history and was actually aimed at a particular person. i realise that alot of the things i write are the things i refuse to say to the people its aimed at and even though it might seem ver frustrating some times i think its great if it results in me being creative. anyway i hope you enjoy...

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Yes I love you,

but am trying to quit it

yes I need you,

but i'd never admit it

yes I wish,

I could kiss

all the bits

I have missed

re-establish our passion

in the fashion

we shared it...naked

yes I wish

I could live

in the days where I was ignorant for It was bliss

and I loved it

yes I would

if I could

do anything I should

to please you

to ease you

just do anything I ought to

just to show you that I want you

want to

unleash you

fill you

not deceive you

its you i'd give my heart to

yes,i long to be in your arms

am missing your cocky charm

yes am missing your kiss on my neck

miss your grip on my leg

miss that face that you make

miss the way that you beg

I miss the way that you wink

and the way that you grin

the way you shock me with your surprise visitings

I miss the way you hug me

the way you kiss me

the way you hold

and touch and try to console me

so dont ask me if I dont miss you

coz I do

though theres one thing I wont ever miss about you

and that is the fact that you make me love you

even when I try not to

by sweetie asantewaa