words are probably the only way i know to express myself. i believe in certain ways i am defined by the things i say and how i say them. from where i originate from to the level of education i have achieved, its all very much obvious when i say things in certain ways. however certain things are rather left unsaid and really cant be expressed as unambiguously as others and that is when i realised myself as a 'writer'. i am able to put emotions which i may not be able to talk about onto paper in the most beautiful and inspiring way as well as telling stories very effectively. sometimes its amusing and sometimes its tear jerking but i love my skill and just want to share it. when i was younger i always wanted to be superstar like every other little girl but it turns out that maybe that just isnt meant to be and so i write about everything else that goes on in my ever so dramatic life. i hope you appreciate me sharing my ~WORDS~ with you and that you are inspired. x

Sunday, 7 February 2010

~ YES I DO ~

This is the first poem i am posting on my blog and i chose it quite at random as honestly i really have no preference when it comes to my writing. i write quite differently depending on the emotion i am in and what i am trying to express. this one for example has quite a bit of history and was actually aimed at a particular person. i realise that alot of the things i write are the things i refuse to say to the people its aimed at and even though it might seem ver frustrating some times i think its great if it results in me being creative. anyway i hope you enjoy...

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Yes I love you,
but am trying to quit it
yes I need you,
but i'd never admit it
yes I wish,
I could kiss
all the bits
I have missed
re-establish our passion
in the fashion
we shared it...naked
yes I wish
I could live
in the days where I was ignorant for It was bliss
and I loved it
yes I would
if I could
do anything I should
to please you
to ease you
just do anything I ought to
just to show you that I want you
want to
unleash you
fill you
not deceive you
its you i'd give my heart to
yes,i long to be in your arms
am missing your cocky charm
yes am missing your kiss on my neck
miss your grip on my leg
miss that face that you make
miss the way that you beg
I miss the way that you wink
and the way that you grin
the way you shock me with your surprise visitings
I miss the way you hug me
the way you kiss me
the way you hold
and touch and try to console me
so dont ask me if I dont miss you
coz I do
though theres one thing I wont ever miss about you
and that is the fact that you make me love you
even when I try not to

by sweetie asantewaa