words are probably the only way i know to express myself. i believe in certain ways i am defined by the things i say and how i say them. from where i originate from to the level of education i have achieved, its all very much obvious when i say things in certain ways. however certain things are rather left unsaid and really cant be expressed as unambiguously as others and that is when i realised myself as a 'writer'. i am able to put emotions which i may not be able to talk about onto paper in the most beautiful and inspiring way as well as telling stories very effectively. sometimes its amusing and sometimes its tear jerking but i love my skill and just want to share it. when i was younger i always wanted to be superstar like every other little girl but it turns out that maybe that just isnt meant to be and so i write about everything else that goes on in my ever so dramatic life. i hope you appreciate me sharing my ~WORDS~ with you and that you are inspired. x

Thursday, 11 November 2010

sick

their round concaved pits enslave my life
without them
i have none
they save me from a a lot of pain
without them i'd be gone
but even though these brave little soldiers fight to keep me going
push to keep them flowing, they still fail
i watch my life pass by every time i feel those contractions
i hold my back
throw my body back and hope that was the last one
hope that i am done, hope that i am gone!