words are probably the only way i know to express myself. i believe in certain ways i am defined by the things i say and how i say them. from where i originate from to the level of education i have achieved, its all very much obvious when i say things in certain ways. however certain things are rather left unsaid and really cant be expressed as unambiguously as others and that is when i realised myself as a 'writer'. i am able to put emotions which i may not be able to talk about onto paper in the most beautiful and inspiring way as well as telling stories very effectively. sometimes its amusing and sometimes its tear jerking but i love my skill and just want to share it. when i was younger i always wanted to be superstar like every other little girl but it turns out that maybe that just isnt meant to be and so i write about everything else that goes on in my ever so dramatic life. i hope you appreciate me sharing my ~WORDS~ with you and that you are inspired. x

Sunday, 31 October 2010

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I need you to love me so that i know how to
I need you to love me so i don’t feel like a complete fool
For being who i am
And not like you
Like everybody else
That looks down on me for not loving my self
for detesting my own reflection in the mirror
which i paint pink to make all rosy
but still i’ll never be cosy
in my own skin
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Thursday, 14 October 2010

Penny

The things you do are like taking my entire existence talent, beauty, intellect and putting it in the same box with a penny.
You put me there and tell me i am of equal worth...with a penny.
A piece of metal just 19mm in diameter made of zinc, poisonous to man, thinly coated with copper, the least expensive of rare metals.
I am a penny, something that on its own acquires nothing but itself and takes space in places without purpose.
I am a penny coz you never tell me otherwise
I am a penny coz you said so
but it hurts though...
to think that you see, no more than a penny in me.
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